User Profile

Once there was a boy who just wanted to love and be loved in the unique way he was meant to. That boy was made to feel worthless by those he trusted most. With no advocate to affirm him, the boy was confined to die in isolation from others and from himself. I am the monument of that boy, a paragon of strength to cover up his weakness. But the memorial is a mere shadow of what the boy was and could have been. And as lifeless and superficial as a monument is my life without affection and desire. I will recover the boy if there's anything to recover. I will avenge myself, whether by healing or by blood.

Hehe, so much for the casual pitch... If you want to read more about me, I have a bio as the first entry within my livejournal.

In terms of relationships, I'd like to meet:

A guy friend I always wanted but never had. Someone who I feel like I've known all my life. Someone who likes me for who I am and who brings out the best of who I can be. Someone who wants to help me redeem the pain I've locked away for so long and for whom I can do the same. Someone who enjoys spending time with me doing things we both like. Someone who wants to build a bright future with me for ourselves and for others. Someone I feel comfortable holding and crying with and who feels comfortable doing this with me.

This is the ideal. I don't know if you exist. In many ways I'm looking for myself.

Nevertheless, you don't have to be "ideal" to be a good friend. I'd like to meet anyone who can relate to what I'm saying.